Your resolution for your oshi is extraordinarily high. At live events, you track every detail like the small change in their hair, the color of their shoes, a particular turn of phrase in the MC. You observe from every angle. And almost none of that goes outward. Inside you lives a vast oshi database. You'll answer when asked, but you don't volunteer it. Your desire to get close to your oshi is real, but it's not about touching them. It's about seeing more clearly, knowing more precisely. Every drop of love for your oshi is stored inside you.